What is my life now? The short answer is, I feel like I’m living for the times I can be with Romeo. What about the times in between? I’m existing. Just existing. Maintaining things—my life, my family, my house, my responsibilities. Of course, I need this time without Romeo to maintain things. Or at least… Continue reading This is the story of UGGHHHH.
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This is the story of several little big things.
I am approaching my two month milestone of being together with Romeo, and things are still going strong. Stronger and stronger every day, despite how impossible that seems, in fact. Every day we find ways to up the ante again and again. Our love is stupidly, absurdly, disgustingly, intense and powerful. And yeah, I get… Continue reading This is the story of several little big things.
This is the story of how I became fearless.
As of today, here is my relationship with Romeo in numbers. Weeks we’ve known each other: 6 Days we’ve known each other: 43 Times we’ve seen each other: 17 Sleepovers we’ve had: 10 Hand-written love letters we’ve exchanged: 8 (or more, I’ve lost track; I keep all of his of course, but how many have… Continue reading This is the story of how I became fearless.
This is the story of how I hate rejection.
Tonight, Calvin broke up with me. I saw it coming, and even in a small way hoped he’d end things because I liked him too much to do it myself, but I knew it would make my life simpler. Yet it still surprised me, and what surprised me even more was that it still hurt.… Continue reading This is the story of how I hate rejection.
This is the story of how I normalized my poly life.
My relationship with Romeo is getting to the point of finally feeling “normal.” Even though we are still stupidly obsessed with each other, we’re finding ways to blend our lives together without losing balance. We both have families, and he has a full-time job, and we live an hour and a half apart, so balance… Continue reading This is the story of how I normalized my poly life.
This is the story of how I live in a dream now.
I’ve been with Romeo for a month now, and it still doesn’t feel real. Our relationship started as a nearly-instant love, and the fire has not died down at all yet. It’s burning strong and fast with zero percent containment. 😆 There are many reasons why it doesn’t feel real. Romeo is unbelievable in so… Continue reading This is the story of how I live in a dream now.
This is the story of how I realized I was poly-saturated, and what I did about it.
After meeting Romeo and Calvin, I found myself with two boyfriends and a number of FWBs. This was not my original plan. When I started my poly journey, I was looking for one secondary partner. I wanted to have fun along the way, yes! But my ultimate goal was to find the one, or as… Continue reading This is the story of how I realized I was poly-saturated, and what I did about it.
This is the story of how I found out just how little will-power I have.
My last first date (at least, as far as I have planned for the foreseeable future) was with a guy I’m calling Alec. By the time I planned a date with him, I was quickly approaching poly-saturation. Then, within the few days between making plans and actually doing them, I reached that point. I’d already… Continue reading This is the story of how I found out just how little will-power I have.
This is the story of how I realized just how much I like dads.
Just before I went on my first dates with my boyfriends, Romeo and Calvin, I went on a date with a guy who we’ll call Travis. It was a great date, and I was excited for the potential for that relationship to be what I was looking for. We actually connected the same day we… Continue reading This is the story of how I realized just how much I like dads.
This is the story of how I found two boyfriends in one week.
On the same day I virtually “met” Romeo, I also met Calvin. Romeo and Calvin are now my boyfriends, and the two partners who I see most often (aside from Hubby, of course). I went on a date with Romeo the day after I met him online, and went on a date with Calvin three… Continue reading This is the story of how I found two boyfriends in one week.