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The past few days have been strangely transformative. Over the last month or so, I’ve gone from ecstatic to miserable, then back again… and again and again. You may have noticed. 😂 But this feels different.  Yeah, I know, I know. I’ve said that before. Poly be that way sometimes! Yet, I noticed a very… Continue reading This is a story of pieces falling into place. 

Welcome to my second Bottom of the Barrel post! I have other stuff to write about in this post, other than the B.O.B. guy… but this is a good one let me tell you. (By “good,” of course, I mean appalling.)  It is my greatest pleasure to introduce you to Scott. We had an incredible… Continue reading This is a story about a total perv.

A few days ago I posted about a new guy I was excited about, who I called Tucker. I was excited because he seemed really awesome, but I was also very hesitant to trust it before I had more evidence to support that trust. As it turns out, that was a good instinct. After our… Continue reading This is a story of being right when I really wanted to be wrong. 

My mind hurts.  I currently find myself in a very exhilarating moment of a rollercoaster ride, and I’m real uncertain about where it’s headed. If something is too good to be true, it probably is. Right? My mind hurts because like… the whiplash is getting me bad right now. I feel like I’m reading a… Continue reading This is a story of a mindfuck.

I’ve been posting a lot of updates recently, because my poly-life has been very busy. The next couple of weeks are looking like they’re going to continue at this same pace, so I may have a lot of posts continuing to come out– we shall see!  Yesterday was a low day for me. The day… Continue reading This is a story about an instacrush.

Welcome to my new series, The Bottom of the Barrel! I will be using this series to feature my lowest quality conversations or connections, at the beginning of each post, for our mutual entertainment. For our very first B.o.B., I would like to present “BJ.”  BJ and I both “liked” each other on Feeld. He… Continue reading This is a story of trudgery.

I’ve made a lot of realizations today. I’m not doing great. I’ve lost my hope that I will find what I want in poly. Worse, I’ve lost my hope that I will find what I want in life.  I think that polyamory is an outlet for me, a way to attempt to satisfy a hunger.… Continue reading This is a story of crashing and burning.

*Disclaimer: I am usually fairly discreet about explicit details, but I am more descriptive in this post. If you can’t handle that, I suggest you don’t read it! I recently had a very interesting night. It definitely will be remembered as one of my sluttiest nights, but it wasn’t all fun and games. By the… Continue reading This is a story of Jekyll and Hyde.

It’s time for a poly update! Jace and Kiley are still our #1 couple. We have continued to develop a caring, fun, and consistent relationship with them. We’ve stayed over at their place a couple of times, had platonic hangouts, finally went out together in public, and even went grocery shopping together. Those little things… Continue reading This is an update.

Romeo and I have now been polyamorous (again) for over two months, although it feels like much longer. There have already been some fun times, and some AMAZING times, along with a good deal of disappointment and frustration.  We have met up with six couples: Jackson and Norah, Jace and Kiley, Nick and Alison, Eli… Continue reading This is a story of ups and downs.